The question isn’t “What did I do wrong?” The question is “Why did I give up?”

ANOTHER THOUGHT ON THE SUBJECT OF HEALING
(Dr.RJ Starbuck)
When we ever so wisely turn to God
Instead of the apothecaries
And we pray with all due diligence
For a longstanding and/or urgent need
We praise Him for ‘already’ having healed the malady
2000 plus years ago,
We fill our hearts, minds and souls
With the metaphysical Truth serum of our benevolent, ever loving Father.
We look to the high heaven and praise the Lord for His infinite, unwavering goodness.
And when we’ve accomplished all that

We examine our body and “observe”
That the lies of the “fleshly” reports and their manifestations
Are still there. So, we vow to do better next time
To think harder
To pray better
To sing louder
What, actually,
Was our mistake?

It occurred when “We examined our body and “observed” …
Translation:
We allowed a flood of negativity in and gave it full reign,
Bowed down to it
And in a nanosecond
Denied every one of the real truths
That we had iterated above
And that we should have stuck with.

The question isn't "What did I do wrong?"  The question is "Why did I give up?"
The question isn’t “What did I do wrong?” The question is “Why did I give up?”