Never go to God in order to get a desire fulfilled. Only go for communion with God and watch everything get miraculously fulfilled.
PLEASE NOTE: WE KNOW THAT (1) WE ARE NOT “GOING” ANYWHERE, (2) GOD AND HIS ENTIRE KINGDOM IS WITHIN US, (3) ‘GO TO GOD’ IS A MENTAL CONSTRUCT, IMPLYING THAT WE WISH TO FOCUS ON (OR, COMMUNE WITH) GOD.
The only motive for meditation is to commune with Him and receive His grace. Let me come to the throne of God pure, with no desires in my mind, so that I may fully connect with the SPIRIT, which is God.