I need to remember to keep valuing all that has unfolded for me and has been working for me so well. New illumination has come and that is so wonderful because I can understand better what was in play for all those years. I can grow further from the new revelation that I’m receiving now even regarding what I had been using back then. The main point in this diatribe is to say that it did work and it does work and there’s no need to judge the past methodology as if it were wrong when it’s the very thing that brought me to where I am.

For instance I would talk to God about my problems and he would listen with such tender affection and give me just the guidance that I needed. As a child and a young adult I needed all the guidance I could get from such a reliable source.