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PAGE 2: “NOT POSSIBLE” – Dr. Patitpaban Panigrahi & rjs

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“NOT POSSIBLE”

Patitpaban Panigrahi [PP]:
Thank you.welcome
I can discuss on some subjects and topics ,which l have read.But l can’t discuss on Wisdom.cos in reality there is no wisdom and nothing like Western and Eastern wisdom., as there is no objective reality in the World and so no reality of regional division of Orient and Occident.
There is no subjective reality in the World either.
So in a total unreal realm, all knowledge is unreal so
there can’t be any wisdom in the manifest world…And the un manifest world is ever absent.

Robin Starbuck [rjs]:
Thanks for your graciousness. 🌹
You mentioned that you studied advaita, right? Rupert Spira was talking about the non-existence of objective reality too. Then he alluded briefly to neo-advaita…. Do you know about it?

PP
Actually l haven’t read much on Advaita, meager.
I have heard Rupert Spira very little.and not read much.About “Neo Advaita” l have no idea…
I don’t know Spirituality.
There is no spirit , so no spirituality.Spirituality is a hoax, a Human’s mental construct. In reality-
• There is no path,no destination and no quest•
As U R Changeless, stateless and Timeless,
Nondoer, nonvolitional, a kinetic, non learner.Fixed
Maas of Absent Pure Awareness , that cuts though the objectivity like a hot knife in melting butter.
It is a pathless path–
No Dvaita,no Advaita,BishisthaAdvaita,
No Shunyabad.
No duality, no non duality
No neo Advaita…
No nonbeingness/Nothingness

PP
I don’t know myself, what to speak of Neo-Advaita of
Super Spira.!!! That is BIG knowledge, But l am bereft of knowledge..
Whatever is express as my
knowledge is that–which l don’t know. And whatever l know I can’t express.

rjs
Patitpaban Panigrahi
You realize you’re blowing my mind, don’t you? Lol
(Laugh Out Loud!!!)
What do you do in your life? (I can’t believe I asked such a stupid question! Lol)
Kari, help!!!

rjs
Why would I not want to cut through all the way to the end of the nonsense that is this world? I don’t know…..

rjs
Nothing would please me more! But I don’t want to be selfish. I feel I have something valuable to offer people in need of healing.

rjs
I try to get such people to realize that they don’t need another person to do for them what they can and should do for themselves: heal.

rjs
They need to change their focus 180° and realize they have NO BODY. They should lose themselves in what is really true and never look back.

PP
On–//What do you do in life//
Actually I can’t answer any question nor clear any doubt !!
I am non doer l don’t do.
There is no world.
None is born in to it
Nobody does anything in it
Nobody gets birth in it
Nobody dies in it
Nobody is bound in it
Nobody free from it
No happiness no suffering
NONE EVER GETS ENLIGHTENED IN IT..
Nobody acquired knowledge or wisdom it it

PP
On // not being Selfish
and helping others //
There is no entity in you
that can or can’t ‘be’ or ‘ ‘become’ anything including selfish or not selfish.

rjs
But I know people are suffering (I don’t allow them to discuss details on my site because the whole point is they don’t have symptoms in a non-existent body).

rjs
But “me” wants to help them….

PP
//On helping others//
There are no others.
•You haven’t come to this world to help other and establish peace in this world., you have come here to awaken from the mortal dream of life.•
Ha ha ha.
The one who attempts to awaken is the ‘person’ is always false..
None to awaken coz. U never Slept, never came to this world, U have transcended the world from the outset.U never moved.U R Constant and Fixed and Changeless.in
the Timeless NOW in the realless realm of Nothingness.

Kari Churchill Laidman [KCL]:
I feel that way too

rjs
He just makes so much sense! I feel like I have too much mental clutter. I’ve got to be the best me and that’s no me!!!

KCL
Was trying to add that post above to another. I mean that I feel the same way about having to be here. I also feel the need to be here for others but when I realize the truth I know I really dont have to do anything

KCL
Yes I know the mental clutter lol

rjs
You did say once that you’re not 100%, right?

PP
On// being 100% right//
I said —
Whatever I say is that– which l don’t know and whatever I know that I can’t say.
I am 100% wrong.
I am that which is appearing to you is an appearance , a person is always a false, so the me I am is a Fraud. The Real I am is nonexistent.
The fraud-you is interacting now The real
‘no-u’ doest not , can’t, and needn’t interact.BE That
U R That, in timelessness

rjs
Patitpaban Panigrahi you misread the one marked WoW. There’s a comma which means “right” = “do you agree” that you intimated that you’re not absent from this body-world 100% of the time, do you agree?

PP
On// not being absent from the body-world 100%
of the time///
“I” Am independent of the Time.In reality there is no Time. So what does it matter if “some apparent me” is functioning in the
”falsified time”.”I” Am untouched by that.and I can’t and don’t show concern to anything false
including spirituality.

rjs
I wonder what both of you and anybody else would think of this writing by Robert Adams:
“Every negative condition you see in the world is a lie. Every positive condition you see in the world is a lie. Reality is beyond positive and negative. Why do you see these things? Why do you worry and fret about your life or about the life of someone else?

What can possibly happen to you? Where can you go? Who suffers? Only the body-ego-mind suffers. To the extent that you can realize that you are not the body-ego-mind, to that extent do you become totally, absolutely free.”

Robert Adams
20th century
American Advaita mystic

PP
On//Writing of Robert Adam//
All positive and negative observation in life are are false. Because the world is false. Absent. Can’t be positive ,negative.
None came to live in this world including u. So no observation or Botheration of your life and others life.Ha ha ha,
Question — then to whom is he advising and why !!!!
Answer—
The great master is not advising anybody.
HE is Unborn, Did not come, Did not talk, the apparent Master is an illusion,and appearing in spontaneity bereft of objective and purpose.
In reality there is no Advisor or Advised or the act of advising.No subject
No object no act.Still .Silence. Nothing is ever happening…..
What ever the apparent may think, mind, do, enjoy or suffer……
Omnamoshivaya

rjs
Patitpaban Panigrahi
I guess I need to ponder and meditate on all that you’ve said.

rjs
Patitpaban Panigrahi
I do think there are various paths but that 99% of them are very slow.

PP
On//Various paths and 99% are slow//
U R already what U R -changeless, Fixed. Nowhere to move, go or achieve.The one who is thinking about the path is the person – false – fraud-
a dream character and the dream is always on in real time, But U R not and never in the this dream called reality but U R Free
No path no where to go.
Whatever effort.may the person do , can’t be enlightened.There is no necessity of it…

rjs
I’m having a physical reaction to this info. My tummy hurts 😢

PP
I stop then . Relax.
Nothing ever happens .
Nothing has happened
I am a Fraud. Forget , Don’t believe me.

rjs
I do believe you. It’s what I learned in childhood except there was so much leeway that I floundered.

PP
Where is the point of self blame. We were discussing happier things.
Where was the point of being repentant. Why pple
decidedly and dedicatedly want to be Human, when the know the truth that they are not. Why forcibly bring decadence , is strange.!!! The ego. the.Maya is such powerful!!! I understand …

PP
There is no past, and there is no future.U R Changeless Fixed bereft of soorriw and happiness .
Relax. Enjoy

rjs
Patitpaban Panigrahi
Thank you for that. Thank you for all your efforts. If anyone told me you were a fraud I would punch him in the nose!

KCL
This is all amazing!! Have had to read it a few time. Some of the words, I admit I dont understand but that dosnt matter because I get the concept of it all. Its amazing!

rjs
Well, you’re doing better than I did last night! I got one of those wake up calls by way of a stab in the belly! It soon disappeared and so much cleared up. I realize that all of my hard efforts in the past had finally paid off. It’s not that I was so wrong, it’s that I needed to go the full length, like most people never do.

rjs
I gave our chat a new title: “NOT POSSIBLE”.
My ‘physical reaction’ has lifted and left me with a very positive conviction: all that you had so painstakingly spelled out for me yesterday was THE ANSWER to a lifetime of searching. I believe that everyone is searching for the same ULTIMATE REALIZATION but they just never go far enough, so they keep having to start all over again.
(Even our friend, Rupert! Lol)

rjs
It’s so damnably hard for mortals to quit with the ego: we’re so driven by it. But alas the onus is upon us to do just that.

rjs
My tummy ache yesterday was physically quite out of character for me. It was not a headache, indicating a mere overload there: it was in the gut, telling me that gut-wrenching conclusions lie ahead!

PP
Good morning, l am writing , these are very primary school standard knowledge or no knowledge at all, You are aware of all these, I am just trying to build up the lessions from basic.I am a teacher by profession,besides other things, you know that, It takes time to go to higher class. Actually I don’t qualify to be a teacher of Advaita and l don’t have aim, desire ambition of being anything but a learner.I have no authority and no capacity, I am going in writing purposelessly and without any expectation and result.It is not spiritual and
is brereft of enlightenment
Kindly put questions and doubts, so that the discussion becomes bilateral and directional.
I am totally silent and Absent , these movements are in spontaneity, the
Jiva-me is ignorant ….

PP
Namaste , welcome , thank you.I came late ,vwas busy else where.
Wisdoms is a function of mind- brain activity.Brain is body part and there is neither subjective nor objective reality of the Body-Mind.
— So all the knowledge and wisdom are devoid of subjective – objective reality.Hence are Unreal, absence of truth in it -false
By same count the matter, the energy, the world are False , so Absent.
No world, so no Orient and no Occident , classification is false and we said there is no wisdom , all so called wisdom are false not any wisdom.
So no question of an unification–
NOT PISSIBLE.
to unite the nonexistent.

PP
On
// Everyone is searching for the same ULTIMATE REALUSATION but they just never go far enough…//
The one who strives for the realization , tries to walk a path to reach some imginary point is the ‘person’, the Jiva,is a dream character, is false.
And false can’t achieve the Truth.Forget it.
The world is false, non existent, Absent, .
Can anybody come to this world to live here.None.
Nobody ever lived , nobody ever did any, nobody born and nobody died, Nothing ever happens there.
You never came to this world, You are Unborn Birthless and so deathless.So endless .
You are nondoer, don’t do anything.
You are not in this world ,but you are in a nonexistent tealmless realm of notime n no space.Spaceless timeless.
without past and future.You are in timelessness , continues ever. So it is called Timeless – NOW..

PP
On // It is so damnably hard for mortals to quit the ego…..//
The dream of a the Jiva, the Person is continuously on , is functioning in time and is very powerful is impelling the Jiva to believe the dream as real and the ego is busy in defending the myth that–people are born in to this world and living, loving,doing,during, and striving for liberation , for freedom , heavens and God. …….
Here is the appearance of the person, the Jiva or the
HUMAN and the doership of the person.
The Universe is an appearance, along with its
all contents and the Human life is a ” mental construct”…..All are unreal false..
COMPNENTS OF LIVING—
Are Birth, Death,Sleep, Awake, Deep Sleep, Happiness- Sorrow, Pain-Pleasure,Intellect-Memory.Bondage-Liberation-Nirvana …..All are apparent real not the real real.Human believes that these are real by egoic compulsion and efforts to
get liberation –Nirvana..
••The born apparent is a falcified person that can’t have bondage, so can’t have LIBERATION•••
The YourSelf,The Self, U are in the Realmless-realm
of The Real, untouched by the components of the world of Time and are oblivious of the manifest apparent world of illusion-
Maya.

rjs
Patitpaban Panigrahi, as you may have surmised, I have been taking all that you’ve said very seriously. I’m sure it will click in place in my consciousness very soon so that I can comment more fully.
One thing I’m sure of is that I would not have reached a point of receptivity or even curiosity about a dvaita if I hadn’t trodden the path that I did. That’s why I think my path was successful.

PP
So nice of you.
Thank you

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3/5/2020

Patitpaban Panigrahi

-THE SHUNYA-
PURITY OF ONENESS
And that purity was ever there as ‘I Am ‘ is ‘l Am ‘-Everything and Nothing; as I alone Am –including the Dream, Dreamer, Dreamt and Dream Character : And that Everything and Nothing outside of the Dream, all assertions, negations and nutral
There is none other than the “l”..
କରୁ କରାଉ ଥାଏ ମୁହି
करू कराउथाए मूहि
( l alone Am keeping on doing)
~The Odia Bhagvat of Sharala Das

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Nice.
That Absent Nothing is
The Brahman too, whether immanent or apparent.
• Something and Nothing
what is not the Brahman•?
-I am the Absolute-
.is the Brahman

  • I am the Relative-
    is the Brahman.
    Yes
    Robin Starbuck
    Jacobi Padua
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rjs

Brah·man (brä′mən)
n.

  1. also Brah·ma (-mə) Hinduism
    a. The divine and absolute power of being that is the source and sustainer of the universe.
    b. The divine universal consciousness pervading the universe and sustaining the souls of individual persons; Atman.
    c. A religious formula or prayer and the holy or sacred power in it and in the officiating priest.
  2. Variant of Brahmin..
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PATITPABAN PANIGRAHI :

To: Robin Starbuck
Brahman– God ( Sanskrit)
Parabrahman- Also God, The Absolute.
Brahma– is a deity , the creator of the Creation.
( Vishnu- deity is maintainer , ruler of Creation , who takes Avatar like Ram, Krishna etc– total 9 Avatars , Buddha is the last Avatar .
Shiva- deity is the destroyer of the creation)
To add to the confusion there is another word–
Brahmin –is a caste specific of human.The highest caste in Hinduism,
is by birth to a Brahmin father and Brahmin mother, supposed to be n persuit of knowledge, practicing spirituality, guiding society, living in austerity, the priest performing rituals and worshing in temple..They are respected in the society by all people,revered by all even today.21 st century.whatever profession they may be in..For information -by birth – I am a Brahmin-
Advaitabadi, my clan is small practicing the path of Shankaracharya —
–Sarba khalva idam Brahman–.means
All the manifest is Brahman.
This embodies Shunyabad, means-Nothingness,
Void , Nonbeingness
Ha ha ha
It implies that I am a congenital
Advaitin , Shunyabadi. Ha ha

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HISTORY
Story wise all began only
when l was 66.Then l knew Advaita, before that it was nil.
I got Nothing at 68.yrs.
At 70, before retirement from Professorship, l was
shakily with Nothingness–
Shunya, After 70 it solidified. Now l am 72+3months..with health issues, and worldly Botherations, Wife’s health issues.Children are married ,families, earning well, settled, 3 grand daughters always waiting to be spoiled,3 ur, 5 yes10 yrs, gargling monkey like.
No problem, My students are great surgeons settled every country of the globe and every city of India, bringing laurel, pride.like that.Ha ha. Grace.

RJS: I think if you incorporate your so-called “life story” in with your explanations of how to approach enlightenment, people will understand more easily. It would give them something they can relate to.

PATITPABAN PANIGRAHI:
Professionally l am a teacher of medical science.So l know how to be a student first with perfection. Thats how . The dangerous cancer surgeries l undertook for 40 years, made me thoroughly subdued. Every moment l worked in crisis,
Cancer is a very frustrating subject, what to do, so many cases are missed.Learning is very meticulous, terrible patience, holding emotions, frustration, humiliation all are same.

RJS: Forgive me but I must tell you that I deeply admire you.
I have one question for you: how do you have the passion and desire to share your enlightenment knowledge now?

PATITPABAN PANIGRAHI: Robin Starbuck, Actually this sharing alone is my Sadhana, meditation, prayer, .. This alone is my exercise, l can’t do meditation or contemplation outside of the face book, This writing is my self enqiry , search and path. I have no experience, realization or knowledge. Mine is only at intellectual plane , l have no knowledge of higher planes.l read very small amount from Nisargadatta
and Robert Adams only.
I have no enlightenment, l share only analysis.Can’t claim anything nor l be dogmatic.I am ordinary only. It was you who showed continued interest to interact so l continued, lest many people discontinue at some point
Because of your acceptance l opened up,thats all. You have been very helpful and encouraging for me to be go deeper. I am thankful to you. Thats all

“NOT POSSIBLE”: Dr. Patitpaban Panigrahi & rjs

“NOT POSSIBLE”
A chat between
Dr. Patitpaban Panigrahi and Dr. Robin Starbuck

Patitpaban Panigrahi:
Not possible.
In reality there is
No Wisdom and
No Eastern and Western.
As there is no World

Robin:
Patitpaban Panigrahi i hear you and I agree.

Patitpaban Panigrahi:
Robin Starbuck
Thank you.
So nice of you..

Since you are birth less and deathless., there is no rebirth , resurrection etc.

Robin:
Patitpaban Panigrahi i totally agree.
Patitpaban Panigrahi but I also do daily activities.
Patitpaban Panigrahi and I’m interested in sharing the enlightenment that you talk about.
Patitpaban Panigrahi that’s why I speak in a language form that they comprehend.
Patitpaban Panigrahi, everything that you said about no reincarnation no resurrection no rebirth no birth etc is what I believe deep in my heart and I am trying to impart it.

Patitpaban Panigrahi
Robin Starbuck
Thank ‘no – you’
Nobody is born into the world, for there is is no world.. Nobody lives and nobody does anything, all volitions are appearances on the nonexistent consciousness are false.

Robin:
Patitpaban Panigrahi I’m delighted to say that I absolutely agree with you. Even Quantum Physics bears this out. Very few people that I know really grasp the profundity of what we’re talking about, but that’s okay because – like you say – there are no people, no world, no issues!


Robin:
Patitpaban Panigrahi
I want to say Thank ‘no-you’ very, very much. Your comments helped me to realize that less is not good enough. When no-thing is the glorious fact, why should I settle for stuff? I’m so weary of false appearances!

Patitpaban Panigrahi:
Robin Starbuck
Thank you O divine mother. I am nothing but we can keep discussing anything , including Quantum physics, I know very little of it, If I could learn from you. Good.
Now please say me about your idea on matter , Is there objective reality in the matter.???

Robin:
Patitpaban Panigrahi the short answer is no. Matter does not exist. Shared hypnotic delusion seems to be rampant but when you multiply zero times a gazillion the result is never more than non-existence, no-thing, no-mind, no-power, zero.
(Thank you for the honorific title divine mother but I’d prefer to be a gender-less no-thing!)

Patitpaban Panigrahi
Robin Starbuck
Thank you.
If matter doesn’t exist.
What physics is then ?

Robin:
Patitpaban Panigrahi I think you know – illusion! Isn’t that called maya?

Patitpaban Panigrahi:
Robin Starbuck
Yes exactly .Maya.
In absence of matter, there is no physics, And n absence of Physics , there is no Quantum Physics.
In absence of matter, there is no Chemistry and Biology.. The whole of natural science is FRAUD.
But none feels ditched cuz there is no Human either.

Robin:
Patitpaban Panigrahi hahaha! I love it! Unfortunately even you and I have to care somewhat about functioning within the illusion in order to eat, sleep, breathe. Even my desire to help others wake up puts me in a state of duality so I have to keep remembering that as human forms, neither they nor I exist.
It’s so incredibly wonderful to meditate on what actually does exist – the void – and allow it to transform us. This can be done walking down the street as easily as quietly at home.

Patitpaban Panigrahi:
Robin Starbuck
I am what I am- changeless
There is no transformation
in me, not possible..
The Ego keeps the dream alive that the people are born in the Now, defends it
strongly from all direction and impells one to live the dream called reality..

In the absence of a doer ,where the body physiology be ..

Robin:
I was blessed with having learned what you said re changelessness and non-transformation at a very young age; but alas the ego had its fun with me. (So glad “me” never existed!) In the absence of a doer – or in the seeming presence – there is no body! Are you aware of that unspeakably amazing fact 100% of the time, Patitpaban Panigrahi?

Robin: Have you heard of ACIM, Patitpaban Panigrahi? Here’s an excerpt: “VII. THE TWO DECISIONS
The Holy Spirit, like the ego, is a decision. Together they constitute all the alternatives which the mind can accept and obey. The ego and the Holy Spirit are the only choices open to you. God created one, and so you cannot eradicate it. You made the other, and so you can. Only what God creates is irreversible and unchangeable. What you have made can always be changed because when you do not think like God you are not really thinking at all.”
ACIM.OE.TX.CH 5.VII.67

Patitpaban Panigrahi:
Robin Starbuck
No knowledge of ACIM and no desire to know.l am desire less and knowledge less and needless , Nothing. I am not able to maintain the state 100% time. I am not the doer, not the maintainer, So whether I maintain 100% of time is irrelevant b cox, the is no Time and no “state”.I never came here and don’t live the life of Human,l am not Human even. I have no qualification to know of God coz I am neither created nor am I a devotee. Absolute Absence, Shunya,

Robin:
Patitpaban Panigrahi
When you write like you did here you help a lot of people. 💓 but why do you care about uplifting others?

Patitpaban Panigrahi:
Robin Starbuck
There are no others.
And I am not born either
Can’t care about uplifting any.
In reality none is yet born capable of lifting anyone

Robin:
Patitpaban Panigrahi
And yet “no – you” shines!

Patitpaban Panigrahi:
Robin Starbuck
Yes, “No-I”
AbsoluteAbsence
Silence.
I T I

Robin:
Patitpaban Panigrahi
You are such an inspiration to me! I’ve been so very close to completely “there”, possibly a thousand times, but I always back off too much. Absolute sustained Absence with total Silence – I love it when I achieve it, but I want more. There really is nothing in my life that’s more important. But if that were entirely true, I would not back off from maintaining full awareness. I believe the word that most nearly approximates what I need is greater commitment.
By the way, what is I T I ?

Patitpaban Panigrahi:
Robin Starbuck
Yes, nice
There is no entity in “no-u”
that can be enlightened.
Enlightenment is your True State.– is
The Pure Awareness– is
The Nirvana, which is Absent either..
You don’t suffer from detachment from that state of blissfulness for any length of time, for there is no Time.and here is not any experiencer nor any state.Whatever appears and disappears is false.
The nonentity is ever FREE from any experiences including spiritual experiences.
The nonegoic bliss remains in absence of a doer and done, in absence of experiencer and experienced, in absence of subject and object.- is
Brahmananda. (The Bliss of the Brahman)

Robin:
Patitpaban Panigrahi
Thank you for clarifying those salient points. The utter simplicity of it is what I relate to the most even though it seems to require a huge effort in focusing correctly to get there. Btw, are you familiar with Ramana Maharshi and/or Rupert Spira?

Patitpaban Panigrahi:
I came to Advaita , by reading Ramana about 7 years ago. And knew Nisargadatta Maharaja simultaneously by reading
few pages of” I Am That”.
Most learning is from Nisargadatta of course.
I had been to Tiruvanamallai long long ago in 1982 without knowing Ramana. But I didnt know him , not even as a Advaitin. I have seen videos of RuperSpira, very meagre.
But l haven’t read much and don’t know much. Very very limited knowledge..
I am retired Dean of Medical College, professor of Gynecology and Cancer Surgeon.72 years with health issues.Now resting.

Robin:
Patitpaban Panigrahi
That’s an awesome background. It’s hard for me not to be impressed. It’s your unique path to discovering non-duality (advaita) bringing with it qualities of exactitude, precision, and a stick-to-it-iveness that seems to help you to “cut to the chase” and focus only on absolute truth. What a glorious journey!

Patitpaban Panigrahi
Robin Starbuck
Thank you.
That is an humble STORY only..Actually I never came to the world.I am Nothing.
No knowledge of the World-Maya-Human-Guru-God.
No knowledge of awakening and realization
Nothing. AbsoluteAbsence
No assreter , no negator

Robin:
Patitpaban Panigrahi
Exquisite!!! That’s my story too!
For anyone who isn’t aware of this amazing place to be, it is beyond wonderful — waaaaay beyond wonderful!!! 😍

Robin:
Patitpaban Panigrahi
I made a little tribute to you by copying this conversation for easier future reading. Would you mind if I shared it on my website? 🙂

Kari Churchill Laidman
Robin Starbuck seeing this last post, I had to read this conversation and wow!!!! I totally agree to all this! I know the truth! And nothing is more important in this fake world as spirituality. Thankyou for this ❤

Robin
Kari Churchill Laidman
I’m so glad this conversation with Patitpaban Panigrahi was so inspiring to you. I also have derived much courage and inspiration from it.

Kari Churchill Laidman
Robin Starbuck oh yes me too

Patitpaban Panigrahi
Robin Starbuck .
Thank you.
I am nonentity, There is no “l” and no “my” , no my words. You can’t “do” anything to those “not-my”
words for U R nondoer , and Absent , U needn’t benefit from those words for U R That , what U R the
Changeless,Nameless,
Nothingness. The one who wants to benefit from these essentially “empty” words is the ‘person’- unreal-false- dream character, trying to effort for the so called ‘true knowledge’, meaningless ‘spiritual experience’ achieve the nonexistent ‘Nirvana’
U R That ,Changeless that can’t ‘be’ ,or ‘become’ anything.
You are not the Human.

Patitpaban Panigrahi
Kari Churchill Laidman
Namaste. Thank ‘no-u’
Welcome and glad meeting you.Plz interact , when free. So nice of you

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Awareness IS knowing eternity

AMAZING SURRENDER

Are you aware?
Yes I am.
How do you know that?
I go to my experiencing of being aware.
Excellent.
Are you aware of being aware?
Yes, I “see” myself being aware.
What are you?
I am awareness.
What are you made of?
My substance is Spirit.
Where are you?
I am at once everywhere.
Are you a human being?
I am not.
Do you know me?
Yes, I am you.
What is your name?
My name is I.

(Are you beginning to see how superior to the whims and wiles of the world you really are? The very substance of your own being can heal anything!)


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Bright messenger / Lanyon

Have you ever read Walter C Lanyon, Robin? He is one of my favourites! Here is a beloved passage: ‘Thou art the Bright Messenger – the Shining One, the being of pure Spirit. Thou art not the man thou hast been, lo these many years. Thou art new – born, fresh, clean, and pure. Thou art not an old creature patched up by various treatments. Thou, Bright Messenger, Golden One, hast never descended to the level of belief, and therefore hast not consorted with the shadows of the play – life. Thou art the Bright Messenger, with winged feet, who goeth where he will, and knoweth no obstruction, nor condition. Thou art the unconditioned, the untrammeled, the free – the individualized yet inseparable manifestation of the All God. Thou art the Bright Messenger. Thou art full of light – bathed in All Light. Whithersoever thou goest is light – not consciously projected, but unconsciously conveyed; a natural effect of thy presence. Thou art the Bright Messenger. Thine eye is single to the Allness of God, the Oneness of creation. Thou therefore seest with the eye of light. Thou lookest into a universe of All Light, and seest through the shadows of belief. Thou seest the world in a world, the rose in a rose, and the Man in a man. Thou perceivest with thine eye of Light that which IS and always has been – not that which shall be changed by begging, beseeching, or praying to a tyrant called God to make whole. With the eye of Light thou seest nothing to heal, for thy sight is perfect in the understanding: ” I AM of too pure eyes to behold iniquity. ” Thou art the Bright Messenger – the being of light. In the touch of thy hand is light. As the warmth of Spring touches the frozen earth, so thy touch of light causes the seed to swell and burst and the flower to leap from her chalice. Thy touch of light is like the soft rain on the parched desert, which causes it to bloom as a rose. Whomsoever thou touchest – in the true sense of the word – thou transformest, instantly, gloriously, freely, joyously.’

Walter C Lanyon

Thanks to Rowland Blythe

Awareness of God’s allness

AWARENESS OF GOD’S ALLNESS is in your universe the moment you really, really, really want it. You’ll look and then you’ll REALLY look and you’ll get a glimpse. But this time you won’t let go! You’ll hold on like a bulldog and it’ll have to stay. Why? Coz it was always right where you thought you saw everything else.

How much can you give up?

M O S T . V A L U A B L E . C H A L L E N G E

I have a really great challenge for you: a checklist of your ability to let go of earthbound treasures. Choose one thing – maybe popularity (or money, or status, or home, or family, or …) – and demonstrate fully, fairly and finally your willingness to let it go if you are actually called upon to do so.

How attached are you to this earthly hook? Why are you so scared to let it go?

If you can possibly get that brutally honest with yourself – deeply, over hours of soul-searching – you’ll be totally shocked, amazed, gobsmacked and changed by the experience.

A rather sad but true story: I had a dear friend who had landed the New York City penthouse apartment of his dreams. He loved it so much, took such delight in fixing it up so beautifully, boasted that it was actually part of Manhattan’s skyline.

I felt so very, very strongly that he needed to protect it with just this type of soul-searching prayer. I was shocked at his flat-out refusal to let God into the picture. He didn’t even want me to pray about it.

I hadn’t seen this friend again for quite some time, and when I did, he had relocated and was too ashamed to tell me. He couldn’t believe he could be evicted from his beautiful home just because his many cats and dog made too much noise.

Of course I never mentioned this to him, but it would have been a very simple matter for God to communicate that people’s complaints had to be taken very seriously and told him exactly how to take care of it.

What do you have that you treasure more than Spirit, Truth, Universe, God? What indeed? At least be aware of it.

It’s the reason you haven’t yet broken through.

DrRobinStarbuck

Don’t stop at critical point

D O N’ T . S T O P . N O W

There’s a critical problem to be dealt with and ignoring it has not helped matters, right?

You have a pretty good idea of where you need to be spiritually because you’ve been there many times. But why are you not there now and why does ‘there’ seem distant and remote?

Lack of consistency is the key, of course, and that brings you to the present. You’re ‘there’ now so let’s stay with this wonderful place to work from. What does it look and feel like? Total, complete perfection, harmony, awareness and love. Permanent peace, ineffable joy! Not one nanosecond of regret or remorse – just pure knowing, forever and ever.

Now the onus is upon you to do whatever is necessary in your consciousness to maintain this identification.

Promise of a shaman

The promise of a shaman – Yogesh Kumar

If you come to me as a victim I will not support you.
But I will have the courage to walk with you through the pain that you are suffering.
I will put you in the fire, I will undress you, and I will sit you on the earth.
I will bathe you with herbs, I will purge you, and you will vomit the rage and the darkness inside you.

I’ll bang your body with good herbs, and I’ll put you to lay in the grass, face up to the sky.
Then I will blow your crown to clean the old memories that make you repeat the same behaviour.

I will blow your forehead to scare away the thoughts that cloud your vision.
I will blow your throat to release the knot that won’t let you talk.
I will blow your heart to scare fear so that it goes far away where it cannot find you.
I will blow your solar plexus to extinguish the fire of the hell you carry inside, and you will know peace.
I will blow with fire your belly to burn the attachments and the love that was not.
I will blow away the lovers that left you, the children that never came.
I will blow your heart to make you warm, to rekindle your desire to feel, create and start again.
I will blow with force your vagina or your penis, to clean the sexual door to your soul.
I will blow away the garbage that you collected trying to love what did not want to be loved.
I will use the broom, and the sponge, and the rag, and safely clean all the bitterness inside you.
I will blow your hands to destroy the ties that prevent you from creating.
I will blow your feet to dust and erase the footprints memories, so you can never return to that bad place.
I will turn your body, so your face will kiss the earth.
I’ll blow your spine from the root to the neck to increase your strength and help you walk upright.
And I will let you rest.

After this, you will cry, and after crying you will sleep,
And you will dream beautiful and meaningful dreams,
and when you wake up I’ll be waiting for you.
I will smile at you, and you will smile back
I will offer you food that you will eat with pleasure, tasting life, and I will thank you.
Because what I’m offering today, was offered to me before when darkness lived within me.
And after I was healed, I felt the darkness leaving, and I cried.
Then we will walk together, and I will show you my garden, and my plants, and I will take you to the fire again.

And will talk together in a single voice with the blessing of the earth.
And we will shout to the forest the desires of your heart.
And the fire will listen and whisper the echo, and we will create hope together.
And the mountains will listen and whisper the echo, and we will create hope together.
And the rivers will listen and whisper the echo, and we will create hope together.
And the wind will listen and whisper the echo, and we will create hope together.
And then we will bow before the fire, and we will call upon all the visible and invisible guardians.

And you will say thank you to all of them.
And you will say thank you to yourself.
And you will say thank you to yourself.
And you will say thank you to yourself.


Image credit: Mongolian Shaman Otshir-böö wearing ritual clothes and drum. This picture was taken by ethnologist and archaeologist Sakari Pälsi during his expedition to Mongolia in 1909.

Baby child

The baby child sets out on their path to Nirvana, the Christ consciousness, sat/chit/ananda but finds many baubles and shiny things along the Way. Their pace is greatly retarded – to a near standstill most of the ‘time’.

The sages tell the traveler you’re too good for all this nasty mesmeric illusion, but to no avail. Now a corporate CEO, they want more and more of what will soon be less and less.

Suddenly things turn for the worse and the not- so- wide-eyed traveler is in serious trouble. Remembering the path they started on many lifetimes ago, they set out again to rediscover that unity they once knew as “Baby Child.”