THIS IS REALLY HARD TO EXPRESS:
I had a huge battle with dualism.
I wanted that closer walk with Jesus and
I wanted the glamour & glitz of the world.

PHYSICAL PROBLEMS AROSE, BUT
Whenever there was a way to evade them
dualism raised its hydra head again.
Very sickly=> very wanting God entirely.
Well again? Sayonara deep concentration!

LUCKILY I HAD PLENTY OF SICKNESS
to keep my nose to the grindstone.
Coz I really, really, REALLY wanted
God’s healing path for my life!

NOW FINALLY I CAN BE AUDACIOUS
and say to you: “You Must AWAKEN !!”
The world can never offer you the
unspeakable bliss of Spiritual HEALING !!