What I’m looking for

I’M LOOKING FOR SOMETHING WAY, WAY BEYOND having a lovely day and a lovely life in the world while thinking about God.
I don’t ask for ease and great comfort in the fleshly dream. I’m glad for whatever it takes to awaken me completely.
I don’t yearn to leave you and go off holding hands with Jesus: I yearn to get it all into print just how and what it means to literally be the light.
Yes, I have a few annoyances that appear to be limiting, but I know better: they’re my vehicle to a higher, deeper level of Christ consciousness as my only consciousness! In this pure awareness I experience none of the annoyances at all.
The answer to ‘why don’t I just stay here?’ is that’s exactly what I am doing.
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