OBSERVE YOURSELF FROM OUTSIDE

This morning I wanted
To be fully tuned in
Transitioned is the word
I wanted it more than
I’ve ever wanted it before.
Or so I thought.

It was revealed to me
That I wasn’t quite honest
with myself.
That the problem was really
With how much I wanted it.

It was then that a light dawned
And the realization that I
Didn’t really want it
As much as I thought I did
Became overwhelmingly clear.

“Help thou mine unbelief”
I wailed.
The answer I desperately needed
Then flooded my consciousness:

“Observe yourself from outside
And relate what you see.”

I took a look and saw her
Struggling there.
Trying so hard to ‘get it’
In what might be dubbed
A permanent transition.

“Now observe the observer.
Which one is really you?”

That’s me! I am the observer!
Absolutely right.
And what do you think
The observer still needs to do?
Absolutely nothing!
Nothing at all!

The observer is my real Self.
That’s with a capital S.
It’s all that ever was or is.
That’s Awareness Itself
Without an object to see.

DrRobinStarbuck