Let us suppose, then, that what you ask of the Holy Spirit is what you really want, but you are still afraid of it. Should this be the case, your attainment of it would no longer be what you want. This is why certain specific forms of healing are not achieved, even when the state of healing is.”
ACIM “T-9.II.2.
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RJS: If, on a very deep level of consciousness – practically unknown to oneself on the day-to-day human level – a person craves full awareness of God or Spirit consciousness, they are made aware that a condition (physical or otherwise) doesn’t yield to their treatments, my (Robin’s) advice is to keep on your spiritual path more diligently than ever before and with added gratitude that you yourself have chosen deeper spirituality over freedom to go off track yet again. Be sure to recognize signs that you’re being cared for in your desire for total awareness. But most of all, realize that full consciousness is yours the moment you’re completely still. It’s you who chooses to turn away from your conscious awareness and resume world thought. The “state of healing”, having been achieved, is reason for great, great gratitude. Never, never, never look back and deny this high plateau once it’s genuinely attained. Let Spirit, not world mind, define full healing.