Not healed coz my work JSG

What this says to me is that I don’t get to have good health and other favors because I did my prayerful work (the un-thought implication being that others are left out). No, I get to see everyone healed, whole and happy!
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Health does not come through my understanding. This health must come as the activity of the Christ, not because of my understanding — not because of what I know, or do not know. I am a willing instrument, Father. I am willing to be still; I am willing to let the activity of Thy being be my being and Thy grace the sufficiency unto this individual or this situation. “I can of mine own self do nothing. . . .” I, the Son, am but the instrument for I, the Father.”
Joel S. Goldsmith
The Art of Meditation