INADEQUATE DESIRE
Are you wanting
with your whole heart
to stop flipping between
Spirit and flesh,
flesh and Spirit?

My guess is you’re
nowhere near wanting
it badly enough.
That is not a moral judgment –
absolutely not!
It’s an effectiveness observation.

Let’s assume however
you’d like nothing better
than to get the “h” out of
that interminable cycle
of flip-flopping through life.
Would that be alright?

So, you do your diligence –
maybe reading, listening,
praying, communing, silencing…
or a fine-tuned combination
when suddenly perfectly
normal, non-negative intrusions
come & wipe out everything.