Monthly Archives: November 2019

Live without people

T H E . L A R G E R . S T E P

Not everyone is ready for this step and yet Joel is very definite about its significance. He writes:

“Unless you can keep yourself separate from the world, you, yourself, will be a part of this world hypnotism. You cannot permit yourself to indulge in world-hypnotism and at the same time claim it is not there. The day will come when you will decide to live your life separate and apart from people, except that you go among them to reveal this truth, but not to live in their lives.”
Joel S. Goldsmith
A Message for the Ages
Chapter 9

It only seems unbearably austere to persons with little more than a mild curiosity about the realm of pure Spirit. They’ve been told to “simply rest” without knowing what to do when resting rings hollow. My advice? Reread Joel’s stern denunciation of lackadaisical dealing with world hypnotism (above)!

DrRobinStarbuck

Pace-pray

P A C E – P R A Y

Early on in my practice of discovering Spirit as my very BE-ing, I did this thing I called “pace-pray”. It’s quite self-evident except that “pray” for me has always been Spiritual affirmations – lots of them!

Joel Goldsmith pulls it together very nicely with this reminder from “The Only Freedom”, Ch 8:

“Then, when we have thought and voiced all the truth that is within range of our immediate awareness, we sit and let the Father in and that completes the demonstration.”

I believe that Joel intended for us to sit in pure undisturbed SILENCE for a few minutes to allow everything to seal itself in our Consciousness.

DrRobinStarbuck

Still wanting Silence?

S T I L L . W A N T I N G . S I L E N C E ?

When I want to be sure that I am functioning from my Soul and not my body, I get very, very quiet and realize that I truly am not a sentient human being but am Spirit itself. If I stay with this and continue to bring things that I know into my experience – and REALLY STAY WITH IT – sometimes there’s a little ‘pop’ where reminding myself is no longer necessary or desirable. Words themselves get clunky and fade away. Then I realize that a heavenly COMPLETE SILENCE has swept over me!
I don’t obsess over it anymore, but perhaps that’s coz it’s actually happening – – sometimes! 🥰

DrRobinStarbuck

Ever feel like crying?

E V E R . F E E L . L I K E . C R Y I N G ?

Not sure if this is helpful – hope so! I’m striving very hard to stay aware of myself as a Spirit being, and when I succeed I’m so gosh-darned happy that I’m on the verge of tears all the time!

DrRobinStarbuck

I’m Nobody, and You?

I’m Nobody! Who are you?
Emily Dickinson, 1830 – 1886

I’m Nobody! Who are you?
Are you – Nobody – too?
Then there’s a pair of us!
Don’t tell! they’d advertise – you know!

How dreary – to be – Somebody!
How public – like a Frog –
To tell one’s name – the livelong June –
To an admiring Bog

Emily Dickenson

Who am I talking to?

W H O . A M . I . T A L K I N G . T O ?

Hello? Hello?
Who am I talking to?
You?
Or, your mind?
( Your mind is that which
keeps getting in your way! )

You cannot KNOW home:
You can only BE home.
Being is what we’re trying
(in vain) to locate.
But we know it’s right here.

I feel blah blah blah
I think blah blah blah
I want blah blah blah
” I ” is the only significant
thing we want to address.

DrRobinStarbuck

Balloon expanding – prick

Y O U ‘R E . B E Y O N D . A M A Z I N G !!

You are like a great big balloon.

You’re expanding and expanding.

By now you’re filling up the whole room.

Expanding more and more and more,

You now contain the whole building.

The city, the country … now you’re
as big as the world and beyond –

Way, way beyond, when a little prick

pierces your container, leaving only you.

DrRobinStarbuck

Adyashanti

A D Y A S H A N T I

He says to see through the thoughts [that come when you would have silence]. Yes, let’s not jam them up but let them keep moving along. In that way our real being takes over and we see through our apparatus as Spirit which sees through and as everyone else. Adyashanti says:

“When we really start to take a look at who we think we are, we become very grace prone. We start to see that while we may have various thoughts, beliefs, and identities, they do not individually or collectively tell us who we are. A mystery presents itself: we realize that when we really look at ourselves clearly and carefully, it is actually astounding how completely we humans define ourselves by the content of our minds, feelings, and history. Many forms of spirituality try to get rid of thoughts, feelings, and memories—to make the mind blank, as if that were a desirable or spiritual state. But to have the mind blank is not necessarily wise. Instead, it is more helpful to see through thoughts and to recognize that a thought is just a thought, a belief, a memory. Then we can stop binding consciousness or spirit to our thoughts and mental states. With that first step, when I realized that what was looking through my eyes and senses was awakeness or spirit rather than conditioning or memory, I saw that the same spirit was actually looking through all the other pairs of eyes. It didn’t matter if it was looking through other conditioning; it was the exact same thing. It was seeing itself everywhere, not only in the eyes, but also in the trees, the rocks, and the floor.

“It is paradoxical that the more this spirit or consciousness starts to taste itself, not as a thought or idea or belief, but as just a simple presence of awakeness, the more this awakeness is reflected everywhere. The more we wake up out of bodies and minds and identities, the more we see that bodies and minds are actually just manifestations of that same spirit, that same presence. The more we realize that who we are is totally outside of time, outside of the world, and outside of everything that happens, the more we realize that this same presence is the world—all that is happening and all that exists. It is like two sides of a coin.

“The biggest barrier to awakening is the belief that it is something rare. When this barrier is dropped, or at least you start to tell yourself, “I really don’t know if my belief that awakening is difficult is true or not,” then everything becomes instantly available to you. Since this is all that exists, it can’t be rare and difficult unless we insist it is. The basis of all this is not theoretical, it is experiential. No one taught it to me, and no one can teach it to you. What is so beautiful about awakening is that when you are no longer functioning through your conditioning, then the sense of “me” who was living that life is no longer there. Most people are familiar with the sense of a me living this life. But when this is seen through, the experience is that what really runs and operates this life is love, and this same love is in everybody all the time. When it is working its way through your personal stuff, it gets dissipated, but it is still there. Nobody owns this love. Everybody is essentially the manifestation of this love.

“You have experienced moments in your life, whether or not you are aware of them, when you momentarily forgot the “I” with which you have been identified. It can happen spontaneously at a beautiful sight, or it can occur from egoic forgetfulness. People usually discount these moments. After experiencing the “nice moment,” you then reconstitute your familiar sense of identity. But actually these opportunities are like little peepholes through which the truth is experienced.”

Adyashanti

Just as naturally as Adyashanti sees awakening – a non-rare event, so we can also continue to find our cherished goal of two minutes of total silence, as it will come much more readily with his stress-free approach to living his life.

DrRobinStarbuck

Can you be patient?

C A N . Y O U . B E . P A T I E N T ?

Are you willing to be super patient with “total silence”?
What if there were a kind of frosting-on-the-cake type of total breakthrough that required a year or two, or more? What if? Would you be willing to have 80-90% (an amazing degree) for a year or two – until something POPS!! and you’re total?

DrRobinStarbuck